Ada sedikit kecewa, namun redha adalah jalan terindah.. :-)

InsyaAllah, if everything goes as planned, adik will arrive tomorrow afternoon.. And as clearly as it states, after tomorrow, I will no longer be a pregnant women.. How I'm gonna miss it so much!! As I've always said, feeling a baby's movement is definitely miraculous in its own way.. But seeing your tummy moves because of your baby's movement is even better! :-)

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It will be another planned c-section and we've selected 1st November for Baby RA's birth date. Honestly, I'm a bit frustrated as I really hope to try for VBAC.. But maybe it's just something that is not meant for me.. Today, my gynea checked the thickness of my old c-section scar after I complained about some pain there and the result is not good.. For fear of uterine rupture, my gynea wont let me try for normal delivery..

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I''ve consulted another doctor for 2nd opinion and I totally understand where both of them are coming from and I'm Ok with it already.. Really want to share it here but with my all-mixed-up-emotion at the moment, I just cant do it..

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Well, when it comes to giving birth to a precious life, the method of delivery is just one simple episode right? The bigger chapter would be the survival of the mother and the baby.. So whatever it is, I truly believe that Allah has great plan and His plan is always the best.. :-) 

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So friends, pls pray for us.. And pls forgive me for everything that I've written or done that might hurt you in whatever way..

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Hopefully, I'll be back here to proudly introduce our second edition; Puteri R A Binti Tuan Alimin.. ;-)