Thursday, July 31, 2008

Satu.. Dua.. Tiga..

Satu..
Kasih nan abadi
Tiada tandingi Dia yang satu..
Dua..
Sayang berpanjangan membawa ke syurga
Kasihnya ibu..
Tiga..
Lapar dan dahaga rela berpayah
Setianya ayah..

Sudah hampir seminggu Rayyan meragam at night. Siang, dia tido tak ingat.. Malam, mula la berjaga.. I don't really want to wake hubby up coz he needs to go to work the next day, and I can sleep during day time. But I can't. Coz lately we had quite a number of visitors (which sangat2 saya hargai).. So, saya tersangat-sangatlah penat!

Dari dulu lagi saya memang jenis yang terlebih tido.. If I didnt get enough sleep, I'll be cranky all day long. Everyday, blk keje, by 930 or 10.00pm, confirm tido dh.. That time, I really can't imagine how am I going to have a baby. Nk kena berjaga malam. Most of all, having children is equivalent to endless commitment. We always have to be there for them. And even after they grew up, get married and have their own kid.. (I took my mom for example.. Lepas berperang ngan kitorg adik beradik, skrg sibuk dgn Rayyan plak.. Siyan dia..)

After not getting enough sleep for about 4 days, I finally reach out for hubby.. And he spent from 2am to close to 6, talking and playing with Rayyan. I'm so amazed! Takde sedikit pun rasa marah or tak puas hati bila Rayyan merengek and menangis.. (Dlm ngantuk sempat gak intai).. Memang dia sungguh2 layan kerenah Rayyan.. Dan esoknya, he called from his offc, just a normal chat.. but he did tell me how sleepy he is.. Kesian gak la..

Kenapa saya kata saya kagum? Coz I'm not that penyabar ok.. Dalam x sedar, selalu 'ter'marah Rayyan n I'll regret it the next morning.. If he can talk, most probably he'll say that it is not fair for him to be scolded for things that some other babies did as well. Lg pun, Rayyan dh bersusah-payah 'berjuang' untuk berada di samping mama dan ayahnya.. In return, mama lah pulak yang harus 'berjuang' untuk membesarkan Rayyan Ariff..
Dan Alhamdulillah, semalam Rayyan Ariff tido nyenyak.. Hanya bangun untuk menyusu..

I guess daddy is truely Rayyan's hero n mummy makes him smile because mummy equals to tukar diapers n feeding time!

P/s - Ada teman pernah berkata, manusia adalah khalifah di bumi Allah ini. Sebagai khalifah, tanggungjawabnya juga besar dan kita masing2 memikulnya dengan cara yang tersendiri.. Andai takdirNya Rayyan pergi, anggaplah dia tidak bersedia memikul tanggungjawab itu. Tapi, Rayyan memilih untuk memikul tanggungjawab itu.. Alhamdulillah... Syukur di atas nikmat Allah SWT..

1 comment:

missdreamcatcher said...

oh dear
i sooo know you punye hibernation habit
mmg tido awal gile
ingt tk that time i nk mtk tolong u coz i was stranded dekat pandan indah..
but to no avail la psl i cl u juta2kali u dh tido

hmm i guess ill eb hvg the same problem as u
i can berjaga all nite but esok sure letih gile tk larat nk buat pape
imagine if i have baby(ies) nnti
i guess that's the sacrifice we hv to make kan?

love reading ur blog everyday
coz i cannot wait to have one!!!!

muahs