Segala cinta yang ada..

2008 has comes to an end.. Time flies really fast. I can't believe that tomorrow is already 2009.. Looking back at my life, I feel so blessed with everything that I have. Syukur Alhamdulillah di atas segala rahmat dan kurniaanNya..

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Setahun yang lalu, saya seorang isteri yang sangat2 manja. Ditatang sepenuh jiwa. Dibelai sepenuh kasih. Saya sendiri tertawa apabila membaca entri2 lama yang mengabadikan kisah kami. Kini, Ian membawa saya ke satu fasa yang lebih tinggi. Pengalaman mendewasakan. Pengalaman mematangkan. Pengalaman mengajar saya tentang erti kehidupan. Pengalaman mengajar saya keagungan Allah SWT bukan hanya terletak pada nikmat kegembiraan yang diberikan. Ia dimana2.. Dan terpulang pada diri kita sendiri utk mentafsirkan erti nikmat yang dikurniakan..

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Ingin saya abadikan rentetan peristiwa yang berlaku dalam hidup kami sepanjang tahun 2008 utk dijadikan bahan bacaan dan untuk kami kenang-kenangkan di kemudian hari..

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Januari..

:: Masih dengan morning sickess yang agak teruk..

:: Adjustment & Increment yang memberangsangkan. Alhamdulillah..

:: Keje office yang teramat2 byk! - Ini smpi skrg, xleh nak wat ape dah.. =P

:: Pertama kali 'kehadiran' Ian saya announce di dalam blog lama saya..

Februari..

:: Effiey ikan laga kesayangan saya mati. Saya tinggalkan di bawah jagaan abang saya sepanjang kepulangan saya dan hubby ke kampung.. Abang saya JAHAT! Dia lupa nak keluarkan Effiey dari kereta. Hukhukhuk.. Jadi ikan steam..

:: Kami mengetahui jantina bayi yang dikandung. Hubby ceria sahaja sepanjang perjalanan pulang dari hospital. Tidak henti2 dia bercerita tentang harapan dan impian. (Seandai dikurniakan anak perempuan, pasti sahaja kami menerimanya dengan penuh rasa syukur. Tapi pada dasarnya, kami berharap biarlah yang pertama ini lelaki..)

March..

:: PRU 12. Tapi saya tak mengundi pun.. :P

Masa tau result full, hubby kejutkan saya (kul 3am).. "Ayang! Ayang! Bangun Yang! BN kalah ni, KL & Selangor sekali!"

Dalam mengantuk, saya menjawab, "Abg bertanding ke?"

"Xde la.. Nape?"

"Kalau xde, tido la.. Bukan kita ada buat salah ape pun.. Xyah nak bungkus kain baju and lari pun" - Saya yang x puas hati coz tido terganggu!

P/s - Hasil PRU 12: bapak saya suka.. bapak mertua saya tarik muka..

:: Kami mendapat perkhabaran tentang keadaan bayi yang dikandung. Perasaan kami? Sila rujuk --> "seribu tahun", "Hari ini & semalam", "Sesudah Gerimis" & "seteguh itukah aku".

:: Pertama kalinya saya perkenalkan Tuan Rayyan Ariff Tuan Alimin - beserta gambarnya utk tatapan umum. Bimbang tidak akan ada kesempatan utk berbuat demikian pada masa hadapan. Kami positif it's Tuan Rayyan Ariff instead of Puteri Rania Adriana since the Amniocentesis result shows that it's "XY".. Not "XX".. Entri : "Permata hati"

April..

:: Buat pertama kalinya. Saya join konvoi ProPerd (Perdana owners' club). It's sooo not me ok! But in the future, kalau hubby ajak lagi, I'll do it again for him (dah nama pun dia minat..Ikut je la) and coz the members are all friendly..

:: Family trip gi Genting. Hubby's side. Masa ni jiwa agak kacau.. Dh tau yang I've to go for early delivery.

:: Outstation kat Malacca. 7 months ok.. :P

:: Our first anniversary.. I can't remember where did we go.. Bad me huh? I've no memory of it at all.. Maklum la.. Jiwa kacau..

:: Hubby was admitted at Pusrawi for Acute Bronchitis. Sgt syahdu. I've never felt so lonely before. Luckily my friends were with me. Masa ni nekad nak blajar bawak kete. (Tp smpi skrg hampeh!!). Entri : "Saat-saat sukar"

May..

:: Doktor bagi greenlight makan byk2 so that baby besar bila keluar. - premiees goes by weight, not month like typical baby

:: Segala entri tentang Rayyan Ariff saya 'hilangkan' kerana tidak mahu bersedih di kemudian hari..

:: 12.05.08 - The day I've become a mother! The day that I could never forget.. Tears were everywhere. Tangisan ketakutan. Tangisan kegembiraan. Tangisan kesedihan.. Hari yang sgt menakutkan. Saya pernah berkata pada Ian, "Andai Ian hanya boleh survive selagi di dalam rahim Mama, Mama sanggup mengandungkan Ian utk seribu tahun lagi. Utk selama-lamanya!!"

:: And the journey of motherhood begins..

June..

:: We were informed that Ian can't see and completely failed his hearing test. And there could be some stiffness on his body. Be it major or minor, they'll inform us later. But there were still hopes for us. "As the baby grows, things can be better. Just pray.." (Alhamdulillah he did)

:: We got to hold our baby for the first time! And kali pertama Nenek jumpa Ian.

:: After 45 days, Ian came home. Healthy as any other baby could be.

:: Hubby dapat bonus yang memberangsangkan..

July..

:: I'm a stay-at-home-mommy. Really enjoy the moment. I was really addicted with online shopping

:: I moved from fs blog to Blogspot.

:: Managed to get back my ideal weight. Tp the figure lari laa.. (But so sad, it doesnt last that long)

:: Hubby's birthday. I got him a brand new handphone.

August..

:: I'm back to work.. Trying my best to juggle between work and my special need baby.. kemaruk nak mkn pn start la..

:: Mommy was with us. Taking care of the little one.

:: Great news : Ian was gaining weight quite well. His hearing is ok.

September..

:: Fasting month. We sent Ian to KB. (This was when Abah and Ian became so attached. Ian prefers Abah a.k.a Atuk than his own Ayah)

:: A tiring month. Every weekend, we went back to KB. Jenguk anak.

:: Ian started talking and smiling. Happy to know that our baby is responsive.. =)

:: Byk bukak puasa dgn kawan2 kat luar.. Tgk movie setelah berkurun tak jejak kaki kat panggung wayang.. (It's a big thing ok. Coz I luvvvv my frens so much!!)

:: Ian is getting healthier and cheekier..

October..

:: Our first raya with Rayyan Ariff. As a woman, I feel so complete!

:: Great news again & raya gift: Ian can see. Semua orang rasa sangat lega even kitorang dah agak yang Ian CAN SEE.

:: MIL took care of Ian before mommy arrived from KB. Then Mommy continue jaga Ian.

:: Ian first showed his interest in toys. Alhamdulillah

:: My birthday. Too busy to celebrate it.. Uhuk.. Uhuk.. Hubby gave a gold bracelet as a birthday gift.

:: Majlis Akikah Ian

November

:: New phase : Ian needs to go for physiotherapy.. It seems so hard at the beginning. All the exercise that we need to do together. The stimulations etc. Tp, alah bisa, tegal biasa..

:: Saat mencemaskan bila Ian kept on rejecting his Similac Neo. Tukar susu, constipation pulak.. And other major / minor things yang merunsingkan hati mama..

:: Gath with Uni-mates at my place. Sungguh happy! Love you guys, a lot!

December

:: Raya haji in KB. Last year kat Rawang jer..

:: Officially, Ian dah leh meniarap! Ngengengee..

P/s - Latest, Ian dah bleh bleh pusing. B4 this, terlentang to meniarap, skrg ni, meniarap to terlentang.. Both ways!! Clap*Clap*.. Alhamdulillah..

:: Majlis Akikah Ian

:: Kete hubby accident..

:: Great news from Ian's paed, again! Antaranya; there's no stiffness! Physio pn sebulan sekali jer.. =)

:: Bonus saya?? Alhamdulillah.. Tersangat2 la syukur!

:: And today, 31.12.2008 - Another GREAT NEWS!!! Alhamdulillah.. Syukur... Apa dia?? Tungguuuu..

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2009 reso?? Ada la a few things. Yang pasti, NAK SLIM!! Err adik utk Ian?? No comment.. :-)

P/s - Wishing you all a happy and joyful new year!! Satu lg azam, nak kemaskan blog ni la.. Berterabur.. Tak suka..

I'll upload some photos later.. Photos of year 2008..