This is my space, kalau tak suka, blahhhh~

Kalau kita cakap lembut-lembut pun orang blame kita jugak. So let show the ugly side of me.. Hehehe.. Ala, hidup kita ni bukan kita punya, so takde apa pun nk show off. Kat belog ni takde cerita pasal beg Coach pun, kasut scholl pun pikir dua tiga empat lima kali nak beli, apa lagi kasut memahal yang lain. Bercuti pun setahun sekali je kot.. Tu pn stakat gi PD, Genting or Cherating, takde la nama showing off kott.. Cuti tahunan tu dah bersusun appoinment anak nak accomodate, so jgn mimpi la kan..

Kenapa takgi buat therapy kat goverment hospital? Kalau ada yang buat on Saturdays, just le me know la.. Setakat ni tak jumpa pulak. Kalau ada pun, fullllll je memanjang kot.. Semua org nk buat on Saturday.. Ye la, takkan nak cuti sehari seminggu kot.. Bos tgk pun menyampah..

And yes, if you think that Rayyan Ariff fell off because of me and my mother's mistake, lantak la.. Sket pun saya tak heran. Next time, kalau Rayyan Ariff nak keluar jalan petang2, since saya selalu balik lewat, I'll asked my nearly 60 years old mother who's disgnosed with severe athritis since the past 10 years to do it. Kalau on Sundays, I bwk la sambil dukung baby. Nanti kitorang beli popcorn utk Bibik suh makan sambil tgk TV sementara we take Rayyan out ehh..

And another yes for we're a bunch of people who only know to talk bad about our maid. I guess that's why my old maid keep on sending SMS telling us how much she wants to come and pay us a visit. Sebab kitorang adalah majikan yang tak bagus, so that's why she still keep in touch with us. InsyaAllah, nanti kami pakat2 berubah jadi better person eh..

Another thing, kalau rasa lancang, pls take it somewhere else. Thank you. I'm not going to layan all of this silly things anymore. I'm writing for myself and because of my passion, kalau I perlu privatise this blog, yes, I'll do that sbb takde apa nak menunjuk pun. Setakat citer anak istimewa dengan family dia, nak pung pang apa nya??

Ok, back to my life. Actually, ingat nak tulis pasal Rayyan Ariff's appoinments. About his vision, his hearing and what not.. Tapi macam takde masa plak sebab lunch hour dah nak habis. I'll be back with that later la.. Heheheheh..

On Abang Rayyan, he's good. Terima kasih buat yang bertanya khabar and berdoa. He started going to school already. Comel and cheeky macam biasa. Tangan tu masih lagi rajin lepuk kepala adik or tarik-tarik adik.. Tapi the cutest part would be bila dia datang dgn his sweet smile and gave adik a kiss on her cheek, Subhanallah, sejuk hati!

On Adik Rifa, she's OK in general. Doing things like other baby is doing.. Angkat bontot, reaching for things, turning 360 degrees, grabbing things and put into her mouth, developing stranger anxiety.. So biasa la.. The best part, Adik manja.. Malam-malam tido atas dada Mama.. Rasa sweet sangat. Oh, she's 5 months old already.. Yup, time flies!

Badan kecik, tido lasak.. Mula2 dua-dua tegak, pastu dah melintang.. Mana port Mama & Ayah, cer teka?? Hehehhe..

Ya Allah, terima kasih di atas kurniaanMu ini.. Pinjamkan mereka kepadaku selama yang mungkin Ya Allah.. *Sayang ketat-ketat*