Tak ada logika

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D 1st 3 months of pregnancy aku asyik mkn makanan beli jer coz xleh nk masak.. X tahan bau.. Yang peliknya, bukan stakat msk, mkn kat dapur pn xnk.. Tempat yg aku leh mkn dlm umah sdr just depan TV kat hall jer.. Macam2 la..

Skrg ni plak, dh xnk mkn kat kedai.. Nk mkn yg kat umah jer.. Telur grg kicap pn jd la.. Janji yg aku wat sdr.. Tp ok gak, coz ms yg asyik mkn kat kdi tu, nasib baik x rabak poket hubby.. Maunya x, satu hari kalau mkn pizza ke kfc ke, koman2 pn rm30 utk 2 org.. Tu br skali mkn.. Tiap2 hari 3 kali mkn.. Muahahhaa.. Pakcik kayooo..

Semalam, aku teringin nk mkn spaghetti.. Blk keje, kelam kabut aku kat dapur.. Dh lama x wat spaghetti, so hasilnya x brp best sgt la.. Lg pun x cukup kelengkapan.. Ape2 yg ade taruk je la..
Ms nk angkat periuk tu, air yg tgh panas2 tuh terpercik kat perut aku.. Smpi skrg pedih2.. Ms sblm tido aku ngadu kat hubby.. Bknnya dia nk simpati, kena marah lg ade..

"Siyan RA, panas budak tu kat dlm.. lain kali careful la sket.."
"Elleh, x logik la bang.. Perut kulit ni tebal la.. Xde nk sampainye!" Heheheh.. Melawan nih..
"Kang kena dekat pusat tuh, mn la tau dia mengalir ikut pusat pastu smpi kat baby.. RA, siyan RA.. Mama jahat yea? Saba yea.. Tahan yea.."

Ek elleh.. Ape hal!??!! Ini sudah lebey nih.. Tarik muka kang!

Ada apa dgn cinta?

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"kulari kehutan kemudian menyanyiku
kulari kepantai kemudian teriakku
sepi, sepi dan sendiri aku benci!
ingin bingar aku mau dipasar
bosan aku dengan penat
dan enyah saja kau pekat
seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri
pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai
biar mengaduh sampai gaduh
ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang
di tembok keraton putih
kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya? biar terdera
atau aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai?"

Ada apa dgn cinta? Matikah manusia tanpa cinta? Tanpa cinta, kita masih makan.. kita masih mampu melelapkan mata.. kita masih bekerja dan meneruskan rutin harian..

Tanpa cinta, mungkin ade rs yg terkurang.. tp kita masih kita..

Aku ingin bebas

Entry from my old blog

I’m bored with my routine! The same old thing day by day.. I need a break from all of this.. Wake up at 6am, leave home by 6.45am and reach home at 8/9pm.. It’s not that I’m not thankful, I really appreciate the fact that I have a job compared to others who are still looking for one.. It’s about doing things I wanna do.. (Wait a minute, aku pun xtau sbnrnya ape yg aku nk buat..theehehe..)

I want to feel white sand under my feet.. Huhuhu.. Really need to get out of town.. I want to go to Bali and Cherating.. Priority, of course to Bali and the next can be Cherating.. (PD, Langkawi & Sabah tak kira ok!)

Bali is suppose to be a getaway for our honeymoon.. Since I’ve spent lots of my annual leave for my wedding, then we’re suppose to go there by 26.07.07 (I’ve tendered my resignation then and my last working day at the SC will be on 25.07.07).. I need to join the new company by 01.08.07, so I have a few days left – can mushy-mushy with hubby in Bali laa.. Tp x jadi resign.. huhuhu.. (Sila rujuk kpd entri ~I’m still with the SC~)

At that time, looking at my leave balance, I can’t afford to plan for any trip anymore.. Need to save for raya n emergency.. After raya, the good news came.. My mom asked to hold the plan first.. It’s not advisable to go on a long distance journey considering my condition.. Plus, I was always tired then.. Bye bye Bali.. And the weather was also not on our side, so we also have to let go off Cherating (ms tu musim tengkujuh..)

No matter where hubby takes me to, it won’t be the same! Coz we already plan for Bali n Cherating.. Cherating we can go later and just bring along the baby.. But for Bali, I want it to be a sweet and memorable moment just for the 2 of us.. I’m wondering, if we go in March, can I still cope with the exhaustion aahh?? Hahahha.. Don’t know for sure la..

Kala cinta itu pergi

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When I talk about love, it’s not about trying to be another Dr. Love in town.. Plus, I don’t have the qualification to do so.. It’s actually a reminder to myself.. I don’t know about you guys, but to me, love needs to be reminded.. Just like flowers, without ‘enough’ water and sunshine, it can die.. But too much of it can also kills rite?

Biar cinta itu terus ada.. Once it starts to fade, the chances of loosing it will be higher.. When we don’t need a reason to love someone, we also don’t need a reason to stop loving someone..

“Don’t just take me to your heart.. Keep me there as long as you could, and I’ll do the same.. Make me stay coz I don’t want to leave.. I’m not good at expressing it with the whisper of love like u did, but I know u know how much I care..”

We have found a special love for each other and we’ll grow with it.. I hope we will never let go.. Because we wont miss it that much, not till it’s not there anymore.. Kita terus sandarkan cinta ini pada kenangan..

When luv is in the air.. A dedication with lots of love!

Beza isteri & suami

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Situasi 1

Suami : Ayang, wat air milo..
Isteri : Ok. Milo ais ke panas?
Suami : Milo ais la.. Isteri : Ok..

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Isteri : Abg, baby nk minum susu yg abg buat la..
Suami : Alaaaaa.. Ngade2 btul la.. Bknnya xleh wat
Isteri : Iye la.. Iye la.. Xyah la..
Setelah beberapa minit…
Suami : Nah air nih..
Isteri : Hehehe.. terima kasih..

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Moral of d story – Bini x mengeluh pun.. haishh..

Situasi 2

Suami : Ayang, kuku dh panjang.. (Sambil hulur ketip kuku)
Isteri : X nyempat.. Ni kan dh mlm, esok kan keje.. Bak sini ketip kuku tu.. (terus buat walaupun membebel..

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Isteri : Abg, jom gi MidValley..
Suami : Ala.. nk wat ape.. bukan ade ape2 nk beli pun.. Tgk la minggu2 depan ke.. (minggu depannya x bawak jgk pn..)

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Moral of the story – Bini membebel pun buat, laki belom tentu..

Situasi 3

Isteri – Blk keje, kutip bj kotor, letak dlm washing machine, sental yang mn perlu.. Amik bj nk pki gi keje sok, iron siap2 pastu br wat ape yg perlu lagi.. Sblm tido, lipat kain yg dh kering lagi tu..

Suami – Kain dlm washing machine dh siap, tggl nk jemur jer.. “Ala.. Gi la jemur sdr.. Asyik abg jer.. Bosan la..”

Tau ape jawapan sang isteri “A’ah.. Iye la tu.. Kalo bosan lain kali kita wat separate! Bj sy, sy settle, bj awk pandai2 la nk basuh, jemur, lipat n iron!”

“Ok la.. Ok la..” Bls sang suami.. Hahaha.. Tau takut..

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Moral of the story – kuasa mmg di tangan isteri! :-P

Tp regardless macam mn pun argument tu, I’m really enjoying married life.. The first month, was quite bad coz I really miss my old life.. But now, I don’t think I want to sleep alone on any bed anymore.. B4 this, every time I woke up in the middle of the night, I’ll ran to my housemate’s room & knocked her door as hard as I could.. Once she opened the door, I’ll crawl on to her bed n sleep next to her.. (Penakut sgt2 la tu..)

Now I don’t have to do that anymore.. All I need to do is, get myself closer to hubby.. Or just give him a hug.. Of course he doesn’t mind a sudden hug from a wife.. Muahhahaha.. N d most important thing is, ade org nk melayan karenah kita.. Hmm.. I really need to grow up a bit lah!

KaWan SaYa BawaK MyVi

Dulu kan, masa Myvi baru2 kuar, saya teringin gak nk beli kete nih.. Tp bila tgk actual size dia, terus saya cancel.. Ya betul, saya ada masalah utk memandu.. Kete yg saya mampu bawak (i.e. reverse, parking n budget kiri kanan) hanyalah Kancil (regardless auto or manual, 660 or 850).. Itu pun mak saya selalu menjerit kalo naik kete ngan saya.. X percaya kot.. Xpe, saya pun x percaya kat diri saya sdr..
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Kalo kete besar, saya penah try bwk Gen.2 abg saya ms.. Try kat highway.. Sudahnya, masa nk berenti bayar tol, saya xtau nk jarakkan kete tu dgn toll booth.. Saya bukak tingkap, x sampai nk bayar tol.. Saya bukak pintu, still x sampai jgk.. Last skali, sy kena turun drpd kete semata-mata nk bayar tol.. Kete blakang dh gelak2 kat saya (nasib baik dia x marah).. Org tol tu pun senyum sinis.. Sejak tu, saya x bwk dh kete yang lg besar drpd Kancil sy.. Kete hubby? Takkan saya sentuh.. :P
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Berbalik kepada kawan saya.. Fuyoo.. Saya salute abis la kat dia.. Mmg saya tau dia dh ada MyVi.. Tp saya ingt "Sayang" dia yang bawak kete tu memandangkan fizikal dia yg tersangat kecil molek (cam budak sekolah rendah.. btul woo, x tipu..).. Saya x percaya yang dia bleh drive coz dr dulu lagi saya rasa dia ni kawan saya yang plg 'bongsu', jd saya xleh terima yang dia dh besar, dh ade driving license pun.. (Pada hal kami sebaya jer..)
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Sampai skrg saya xleh terima yang kawan saya ni drive MyVi!!! Ego kewanitaan saya mula tercalar.. Haruskah saya cuba memandu kete yang lbh besar dr Kancil?? Xpe la.. Xnk la.. Baik saya teruskan dgn tidak reti memandu, nnt kawan saya bleh jemput saya naik MyVi..
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Kete ni memang bergerak.. Try tgk kat luar window kalo x caya!!!

Giler ah.. Dia pakai sebelah tangan jer pegang stereng!! Kagum!! Kagum!! (Kalau org lain saya leh terima, tp sbb kawan sy ni kawan "bongsu", saya perlukan masa untuk menerima kenyataan)
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Fuh.. Kaki dia smpi cecah tekan brake tu.. (Padahal tinggi dia x smpi pun 1.5m kot.. ).. Kagum tak??
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Terima kasih kepada photographer saya, tidak lain dan tidak bukan, Geweku - Rabiatul Asma Ismail.. Tahniah kerana berjaya meng'capture' momen2 yang menakjubkan ini..

"Yang, meh la amik aku wak gi Danau Kota!!!!"

P/s - Kawan saya ni jiwang karat!! Karat pun x sejiwang hati dia.. Dia tampal lagu "FIQ-3 mlm tanpa bintang" kat katil dia.. Hahahhaha..

Ni buktinya..

"Yang, mano poster Ezlynn & M.Daud Kilau duet lagu 'Pening' hok faveret mu dulu tuh? Letok la hok tu skali.." Hehehehe..

Salah tengok

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Ari khamis 30/1/08 ari tu aku n hubby blk kg.. Rindu kat semua, tu yang menggeletis nak blk tu.. Lst skali blk ms raya puasa ari tu.. Dh kira lama dh tu..

Sbb malas nk travel berjam-jam, blk la naik flight konon2nya.. Hubby mulanya nk balik chinese nw yr coz 2/2/08 tu hubby ade futsal tournie.. AmBank G punyer.. Aku xnk blk chinese nw yr! Dh la jam x ingt dunia, tiket flight plak dh jd double up dh.. Aku hangit la.. After series of merajuk n tarik muka, setuju la nk blk gak..

Dekat KB, hubby tanya, "Leh tak abg blk 1/2/08?" Nmpk sgt smpi pg 2/2/08 tu nk gi main futsal.. Aku hangit sgt2 sbnrnya.. Ade ke nk tggl bini balik sorang2.. Tp memikirkan dia dh compromize dgn amik cuti ari khamis.. aku biar jer dia nk blk KL dulu..

Ari ahad, flight aku kul 9.45.. smpi airport kul 8.40.. awal lagi.. Bila aku nk check in, aku tgk kaunter tutup.. aku tanya la guard kat situ.. Yang peliknya, guard tu kata.. "Mn ade flight 9.45, 9.05 ade la.." Aku balas la dgn nada yg sgt terkejut.. "Eh, tp flight sy kul 9.45" sambil tunjuk aku nyer travel itinerary..

"Alamak!!! Sy salah tgk time la!!" Aku terus kejar gi kaunter tiket.. Staff yg ade kat situ try to call flight captain n tanya whether bleh bg naik lg ke tak since ade 25min lg.. Captain tu x bg!!!! Kureng asam.. Siyan la kat ibu mengandung ni..

Aku terus kejar gi bus station.. nasib baik ade tiket.. bas pun bas la.. 9 jam dlm bas!!!! Lebar bontot aku!!! Huarrgghhh.. Nasib baik driver bas tu baik.. Tahniah Transnasional..