Thursday, March 17, 2011

False positive? No it's not..

We went for our first scan the very next day when we found out that I maybe pregnant. But we could not find anything. No sac, nothing. So the doctor ruled out a few possibilties; too early to see anything, false positive due to blighted ovum or the scariest one; ectopic pregnancy..
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Seriously, I was so scared and I can hardly sleep at night for the past few days because I kept thinking about the posibilities. But I still disciplined myself in terms of taking folic acid and Anmum Materna, because I kept telling myself that I got nothing to loose by taking these two things.
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As what others would do, I googled a lot about false positive UPT, sonogram photos of 4 weeks pregnancy and I read about others' experiences. And it scares me even worse!
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With all the possibilities that taking a big chunk of my mind, I decided to set for an appoinment with my gyne and the earliest possible day that I managed to get is next Tuesday. But it's too long for me to wait and seriously, the waiting game is killing me!
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Because of this whole episode, I was contemplating about sharing the pregnancy news here, in this blog. Then I realized, I dont have to fight this battle all by myself and I know that I have a lot of blogger friends that will sincerely pray for our well being.
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Hence, I spilled out the news yesterday. And to be honest, I was deeply touched with each and every comment that have been left. For some of the comments, I read it with teary eyes. Terima kasih kawan-kawan. Terima kasih kerana sudi mendoakan kami..
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Not wanting to wait until next week, last night we decided to go to a nearby well-recognized clinic so that we can get the necessary confirmation.
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Alhamdulillah, without having to do any blood test or trans-vaginal scan, we can already see a tiny dot floating nicely in my uterus. A tiny dot with a 'ring' surrounding it. At least, we can now eliminate the possibility of ectopic pregnancy. Syukur Alhamdulillah..
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We discussed a few things with the doctor and one of it was the history of my last pregnancy. He was asking a few question about our firstborn, so I stepped out for a while to bring in Rayyan Ariff who was walking around outside the doctor's room with Bibik.
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The doctor was pretty surprised to see our little miracle when I brought him in. Maybe he was thinking that he'll be seeing a severely handicapped child instead of a cute boy, walking in with a smile on his pretty face. And I can tell that the doctor was amazed when Rayyan Ariff shook his hand and waved "bye-bye" to him.
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We'll be seeing the doctor again in 2 weeks time. By then, we really hope to see some heartbeat. By 11 weeks, we will be doing thorough scan to detect any abnormality.

Till then, we will continue with our prayers, du'a and solat hajat.. And let Allah SWT take care of the rest.
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Pic source: Goole Image; sonogram picture @ 5 weeks.
My dear friends, please continue to keep us in your prayers... Thank you. *Hugs* =)

55 comments:

Anonymous said...

ALHAMDULILLAH...

Mama Kembar 3 said...

Alhamdulillah... Moga dimakbulkan doa doa Jiey & keluarga. Amin...

yatie chomeyl said...

doa oghe utk jiey, smeoga semuanya selamat. abe Ian mesti hepi nk dp adik doh dia :)

Mamamya said...

semoga dipermudahkan segalanya..
amin..

Rizziela said...

Semoga ALLAH melindungi Jiey & kandungan Jie...insyallah semuanya pasti selamat....

Akak doakan adik Rayyan sihat & sempurna sifatnya....Beruntung Rayyan bakal dapat adik...mesti dia happy kan sebab bakal dapat kawan :D akak pun tumpang happy

Mrsboxz said...

Mama Rayyan....we are having the same situation.Sy skrg hamil jugak,about 6 weeks.Terkejut,tergamam dan takut juga.Still tk percaya walaupun dh scan 2x,UPT positive.Yg mampu sy lakukan berdoa,berdoa&berdoa.Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar & we can enjoy our pregnancy.Mostly bg feedback negatif coz I bru 4month caesar,but I believe apa yg dikurniakan adalah rezeki&terima dgn syukurrr..

rizalhana said...

Congrats Jiey..Semoga Jiey & kandungan dlm peliharaan Allah SWT selalu..

Congrats buat Ian gak coz dah nak jadi abang. Mesti dia happy sangat2

Kak Rose said...

Jiey, congrats... air mata dah kuor ni... sayu sangat2 bila baca entry ni, x tau kenapa! take a good care n my prayer for u always...

Nini The Cokelat Celup said...

kak jiey, sy doakan yang terbaik utk kak jiey n family.. insyaAllah, Allah permudahkan segalanya.. sayang akak & rayyan ♥

Mama Q said...

Jiey....moga semuanya selamat...baca n3 jiey smbl dgr lagu blog jiey..buat Mama Q bergenang air mata...Ya Allah...kau permudahkanlah segala urusan Jiey, kau peliharalah kandungan Jiey...jiey..tk care...jgn susah hati sgt k

e.l.i.s.s.m.i.e said...

Alhamdulillah :) Rayyan dah nak jadi abe :) semoga adik rayyan baik2 dalam tu :) take care jiey !

Coffee Mama said...

Congrats Jiey! I doakan yang terbaik untuk Jiey sekeluarga..Take a good care of yourself :-) Happy for you!

Nadiah Sidek said...

alhamdulillah :). jiey tenang2kan hati ye, jgn fikir yg bukan2 sgt, nanti stress tak elok utk baby & jiey juga. insyaAllah, kita sama2 doakan kandungan jiey ni sihat aje hendaknya. i'm happy for you :)

UmmiQusyairi said...

Salam,
Kak jiey, tahniah. Ian jadi abg pasni.. Alhamdulillah. Jage diri baik2. Kite doakan akak n Ian sihat2 selalu.. Peluk cium untuk Abg Ian Chumel..

Anonymous said...

Assalamualaikum...
-selama ni akak jadi silent reader kat sini..hari2 mesti nak baca apa yg Jiey tulis..
-dan Alhamdulillah..akak tumpang gembira dgn apa yg berlaku skrg ni
-Tahniah... dan semoga Jiey dan baby sentiasa dilindugi Allah SWT
-buat si comel Rayyan Ariff...moga2 Tuhan makbulkan apa jua doa Jiey utk nya...

yu @ nurnie said...

Jiey,

Semoga Allah melindungi kandungan Jiey dan selamatlah kandungan tersebut buat selama-lamanya.. Perasaan Jiey sama mcm saya bila pregnant, trauma dan takut untuk bergembira kerana ujian yang pernah dihadapi.. saya baru keguguran untuk kali ke-6.. Ya, yang KEENAM.. hampir hancur sudah keyakinan saya.. tapi, saya kembali kepada Allah yang tidak mengizinkan saya dapat zuriat kedua.. Saya lulus semua ujian doktor dan doktor kata yang dia pun bingung apa masalah saya... Jadi, saya cukup faham ketakutan Jiey.. namun, kepada Allah juga kita berpegang di samping doa dan tawakal kita.. Semoga Rayyan akan memperoleh adik dan semoga semuanya selamat!! Insya Allah..

me suya said...

Ok kak Jie..
Suya akan terus doakan Kak Jie dan keluarga terutamannya Ian. Kak Jie kuat yer sis.. strengthen urself for a new life and a new journey of your cinta.

Bicara hati ibu aisya said...

Jiey...sekali lagi TAHNIAH.
Insyaallah Jiey, Allah Maha Mengetahui...DIA tahu apa yang terbaik buat Jiey sekeluarga.Doa ayu moga semuanya baik-baik sahaja, dipermudahkan segalanya dan Jiey tenang menempuh semula alam kehamilan.Pasti seronok tau :)

ieda said...

andai kita dekat dgn Dia pasti Dia dekati kita...andai kita berusaha pasti Dia memberi...insyaAllah..the best for you jiey..u've been tru a lot.surely there's something real good waiting for u from HIM.

alyn said...

issshhh..k.jiey nie wat suspen jer la dgn tajuk tu...insyaallah kitaorg akan sentiasa doakn k.jiey & ian..suka tgk muka ian coz ada iras2 my prince II..:)

mirah said...

uhuh terharu jugak dengar ni. Moga yg terbaik utk jiey sekeluarga. take care ya..

ummiaqeef said...

congrate n take care.. me silent reader ur blog.. ;P

yani - zuri said...

tahniah kak jiey..
sy doakan yg terbaik utk akak & family

mrs. hisham said...

Jiey,insyallah saya doakan untuk kamu.Teringat dulu my first scanning masa 4 weeks jugak.Moga ada rezeki yg nombor 2 pulak.
Take care jiey.

~queraiza cullen~ said...

tahniah kak...insyaallah everything is gonna be ok...dont worry..cheer up..=)

Anonymous said...

hi jie... tahniah yer!!! i'm hepi for u... hopefully semuanya berjalan lancar dan selamat... amin...

MQ said...

saya pon masa preggy dulu memula tak percaya, 2 kali buat test, dan tunggu beberapa minggu utk pegi scan sebab takut false positive..takut kecewa n takut keguguran masa awal2 tu..bila first time scan, dan nampak heartbeat, baru la rasa lega :) semoga jiey selamat sepanjang kehamilan kali ni..

AIN NAZRI said...

alhamdulilah.. tahniah...tahniah ye kak.. seronoknya ain.. excited plak.. hehe.. semoga baby and akak sihat.. akak jgn stress2 ye.. jg makan elok2.. semoga dalam tempoh mengandung nie.. Rayyan pon lebih sihat dan tunjuk banyak kemajuan.,.. i'm happy for you kak..

afni+hafiz=dani said...

wah congratz kak jiey. afni doa kan yg terbaik =)

nuni said...

Salam..taniah jiey :) Saya doakan semuanya dalam keadaan yang baik.

mommy nazeef said...

congrats jiey!! yeay...rayyan bakal jadi abang.hehe...insyaAllah, semoga kali ini sihat2 hendaknya :)

laila said...

yes kak jiey!
kami semua sentiasa mendoakan!

mrs.lazura said...

syukur jiey :)

^^

linda said...

alhamdulillah...
kami sentiasa doakan yg terbaik utk jiey...take care dear...:)

Puan Ros @ Tadika Sinaran Intelek said...

Salam jie.Tuhan memang sayangkan jie.Rezeki itu adah rahmat darinya.

Love... said...

alhamdulillah.. semoga jiey ceria2 selalu.. lya doakan yg terbaik untuk jiey sekeluarga...

wah.. jelesnya saya bila tahu ian nak dpt adik... hehhehe.. oppssss fyna nak adik? lama lagik kot...

take care sayang

My Life My Journey.. said...

Salam Jiey,
Rasanya belum terlewat unt mengucapkan TAHNIAH..! Teringat satu bait nasyid, tak ingat kumpulan apa -
Ingatlah biasa kabus tak berterusan, setelah ia berlalu pasti cerah kembali...

Take care Jiey! Dont hesitate 2 let me know if u need anything fr here I m happy 2 purchase it and get it delivered 2 your place. Byk suppliment yg kat sini much cheaper compared 2 Msia..:)

Anasfadilah said...

Alhamdulillah! saya plak rasa sebak ni jie. HUGS!!

MaMaNuRiN said...

TAHNIAH JIEY! Arrrrr mama excited lebih ni, rayyan nanti ada kawan. Moga allah permudahkan segalanya

Fadzillah Kamarudin said...

i missed your previous entry...
just read about this...

alhamdulillah n congratulations dear...
my prayers is with you and abang ian always...
this cute boy is going to be a brother...
*happy tears*

Fariross said...

Doa yang baij2 saja tuk adi Rayyan & mommy nye

Jue-Isteri_Ibu said...

alhamdulillah. jiey...

transformed housewife said...

Be positive and keep on believing as what u always do.

Min said...

alhamdulillah... syukur jiey, i'm happy for you jiey and also for abang rayyan...

wanie_kashfi said...

Congratulations dear!

nampak gayanya due dekat2 la kito nnt...hehehehe

Ian mesti suka ada adik nih, buleh la wat saing...

p/s: i called u a few times before, bakpo x akat telefon?

Ibu Alin said...

Jiey ..
Alhamdulillah n congratz..

PuteriKureKure said...

syukur! tak sabat nak dengar citer dari jiey lagi. :)

MRS. K said...

tahniah and take care sis!

AkUiStInI3 said...

akak..u have to really take care of urself. i am really concern about u. dont worry, i will always pray for u, ian and the baby. but deep in my heart, i can feel that this baby is perfect as how perfectly ur handle all the "dugaan" that Allah gave u. this is the time..Alhamdulillah..

eiNa said...

tahniah n alhamdulillah jiey.. moga selamat segalanya..amin..

mamailh said...

tahniah jiey, jaga diri n kandungan bebaik...semoga jiey n kandungan jiey dilindungi Allah swt...seronoknye, abg ian akan dpt adik..InsyaAllah...tak sabar nk dgr perkembangan ian, jiey n kandungan...insyaAllah, semoga Allah permudahkan perjalanan hidup jiey sekeluarga...amin

Ibu Ajim n Kimi said...

Salam Jiey... Wahhh ada gud news upanya. Baru 3,4 ari x singgah kat sini akak dah terlepas info penting .. hehehe. Anyway, tahniah buat Jiey yer. InsyaAllah semuanya okay. Jgn stress2 sgt tau. Thinking positive. Maybe ngan adanya a new baby in ur family, Ian jadi abang yg lebih berdikari. Nanti Jiey akan nampak progress Ian tau. Take care dear.

ain zuraini said...

alhamdulillah tahniah..
boleh tau pi klinik mane? huhuhu..

linziana said...

Tahniah Jiey!!muah...me pray for u and your baby as well as ian cumel.Semoga sinar bahagia terus menerangi hidup jiey sekeluarga.

Anonymous said...

Alhamdulillah... saya silent reader blog ni... kagum dengan kegigihan anda membesarkan anak secomel Rayyan Ariff...dan sungguh terharu membaca n3 anda ini... semoga ALLAH mengkabulkan segala doa anda untuk baby yang baru dan juga Rayyan Ariff...semoga Rayyan Ariff sentiasa dibawah lindungan dan rahmat dari ALLAH ...AMIN

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