False positive? No it's not..

We went for our first scan the very next day when we found out that I maybe pregnant. But we could not find anything. No sac, nothing. So the doctor ruled out a few possibilties; too early to see anything, false positive due to blighted ovum or the scariest one; ectopic pregnancy..

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Seriously, I was so scared and I can hardly sleep at night for the past few days because I kept thinking about the posibilities. But I still disciplined myself in terms of taking folic acid and Anmum Materna, because I kept telling myself that I got nothing to loose by taking these two things.

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As what others would do, I googled a lot about false positive UPT, sonogram photos of 4 weeks pregnancy and I read about others' experiences. And it scares me even worse!

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With all the possibilities that taking a big chunk of my mind, I decided to set for an appoinment with my gyne and the earliest possible day that I managed to get is next Tuesday. But it's too long for me to wait and seriously, the waiting game is killing me!

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Because of this whole episode, I was contemplating about sharing the pregnancy news here, in this blog. Then I realized, I dont have to fight this battle all by myself and I know that I have a lot of blogger friends that will sincerely pray for our well being.

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Hence, I spilled out the news yesterday. And to be honest, I was deeply touched with each and every comment that have been left. For some of the comments, I read it with teary eyes. Terima kasih kawan-kawan. Terima kasih kerana sudi mendoakan kami..

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Not wanting to wait until next week, last night we decided to go to a nearby well-recognized clinic so that we can get the necessary confirmation.

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Alhamdulillah, without having to do any blood test or trans-vaginal scan, we can already see a tiny dot floating nicely in my uterus. A tiny dot with a 'ring' surrounding it. At least, we can now eliminate the possibility of ectopic pregnancy. Syukur Alhamdulillah..

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We discussed a few things with the doctor and one of it was the history of my last pregnancy. He was asking a few question about our firstborn, so I stepped out for a while to bring in Rayyan Ariff who was walking around outside the doctor's room with Bibik.

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The doctor was pretty surprised to see our little miracle when I brought him in. Maybe he was thinking that he'll be seeing a severely handicapped child instead of a cute boy, walking in with a smile on his pretty face. And I can tell that the doctor was amazed when Rayyan Ariff shook his hand and waved "bye-bye" to him.

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We'll be seeing the doctor again in 2 weeks time. By then, we really hope to see some heartbeat. By 11 weeks, we will be doing thorough scan to detect any abnormality.

Till then, we will continue with our prayers, du'a and solat hajat.. And let Allah SWT take care of the rest.

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Pic source: Goole Image; sonogram picture @ 5 weeks.

My dear friends, please continue to keep us in your prayers... Thank you. *Hugs* =)